TikToker and content creator Mommy Joshua, aka F30 Joshh, committed suicide.
Mommy Joshua, whose real name was Joshua, joined TikTok in April 2023, debuting with a dance video captioned, “ts stuff.”
Highlights
- Mommy Joshua sadly passed away in March 2025 due to suicide. Some YouTube videos claimed that he died from a self-inflicted gunshot wound.
- Joshua was in a relationship with Emmie Gillikin, an East Carteret High School sophomore softball player.
- He grew up with his brother, whose identity has not been revealed.
He quickly gained a massive following, amassing over 888,000 followers and over 33 million likes.
According to several reports, Joshua’s original TikTok account was banned. In July 2023, he shared a photo on Instagram suggesting he had a new account.
Then, in September 2023, he shared the same post on his Instagram profile, which included a screenshot of his new TikTok account and captioned, “Follow my new TikTok.”
Joshua’s last TikTok video was uploaded on March 14, 2025, in which he captured his truck’s tires getting swapped out.
Beyond his social media presence, Joshua was passionate about fishing and often shared glimpses of his outdoor adventures on his official Instagram handle.
TikToker And Content Creator Mommy Joshua Committed Suicide At 18
TikToker Mommy Joshua reportedly passed away in March 2025, at 18, due to suicide. The news has shocked the entire online community.
One person on TikTok claimed that he committed suicide due to family issues. In addition, a YouTube channel named Wikizone reported that Joshua died from a self-inflicted gunshot wound.
However, no official report or statement has been released, so for now, it remains speculation.
His girlfriend, Emmie Gillikin, confirmed the tragic news through a video shared on TikTok on Tuesday, March 18, 2025.
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In the caption, Emmie listed several reasons, including their love for each other, “memories,” “good times,” and many different factors. At last, she enlisted that they couldn’t be together and wrote,
“You’re not with us anymore.”
Several TikTok users offered condolences to Emmie and expressed shock upon hearing the tragic news.
Westside Elementary School graduate Dwight Alexander Cana took to his official Facebook handle and poured a small tribute to Joshua by stating,
rest in peace mommy joshuaa (Joshua)😔💔 fly highh broo
Other close ones and relatives have also poured their heartfelt condolences to Joshua’s family to stay strong in this heartbreaking moment.
He will always be remembered for the unforgettable and entertaining content he posted on his social media handle.
The schedule of the funeral service for Joshua will be soon made available by his family. Rest in Paradise, Mommy Joshua.
Mommy Joshua’s Parents Are Mourning The Loss Of Their Son
Mommy Joshua was born in the United States on August 5, 2006, to supportive parents whose identities have not yet been revealed.
However, his parents are devasted by the shocking news of Joshua’s untimely death.
According to the source, Joshua also had one brother, who has managed to avoid social media.
Joshua shared a close bond with her girlfriend, Emmie Gillikin, a sophomore softball player at East Carteret High School in Beaufort, NC, who will graduate in 2027.
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She plays as second basebam (2B) and outfielder (OF), wearing jersey #1. During her freshman season in 2023, East Carteret had a 9-13 overall record (7-3 in conference play), ranking 212th in the state.
As a sophomore in 2024, she continued to contribute to the team, which currently has a 2-5 record and ranks 178th in the state.
Additional Information
- Emmie Gillikin was recognized as “Player of the Game” for her March 12, 2024, performance. She also played a key role in East Carterest’s 17-2 victory against Jones on April 14, 2024.
- The late Tiktoker Mommy Joshua would make a lot of lip-sync videos on Travis Scott’s songs.
